I was a man with great vision.
I was a potent force that rigorously gyrating to blow up.
I was a planner.
I was an organizer.
I believed I had an eye for details.
I was always on the move. I was not an all-day-sitter.
I meant to be great.
I had a big dream.
It was a dream of a lifetime.
It was me before I faced the real world, before I entered the corporate world and before I forgot who I used to be.
* * * * *
Two years since I graduated from college.
I did things that were predictable.
I joined a company meant to earn a living. Well, that is the primary purpose of getting and working for a job. Otherwise, what the heck should I do with my life!
I am staying with the first company that I joined. Without any choice I guess, fourteen months has already passed.
I could feel that I am stuck.
I lost my passion.
I could not hold on to my purpose.
I could not see a better career direction.
I feel dumb. Well, that is the result of anti-neurotic practices of just letting things happen as you are told so. Not really 100%. A major blame should be thrown at the culture of human stagnancy. But no one cares except yourself, right?
This will just be a stop. (Yeah! Some kind of a bus stop.)
A one of hundred steps to reach for something higher.
* * * * *
After watching this video, a flickered in my inner passion was sufficient to do something.
I need to find the old Alvin.
The passionate Alvin. :)
The planner and organizer.
The remarkable one.
(This is my space so bragging about myself is allowed. Hihihi!)